Today's Blog: BOYS FIRST TIME was one thing to watch a movie and fantasize, quite another to take the fantasy into real life. I was back and forth, up and down as I feared and thrilled at the approaching escapade. I kept reminding myself of my first attempt to flash. How I chickened out at the last minute when the room service porter came to the hotel door, and how later, after I had successfully fulfilled my fantasy my life became much more exciting and adventurous. I kept bugging Joe about what he had planned, but all he would do is smile and tell me I would find out when the time was right.